But I am actually training pretty hard right now.
It doesn't feel like it.
It feels like I'm really being a lazy bum.
Example: I really like running. When I'm running I am totally enjoying myself. After I run I have a feeling of euphoria that takes hours to pass. The problem is I just can't force myself to get out on the road in the morning. I end up running on the treadmill at night during the week and I ran a very nice 12 miles in Flagstaff last Sunday afternoon. I feel lazy because I can't force myself out in the morning to run.
Example: I like riding my bike to work in the morning. Yes, it's hot in the afternoon so the ride home kind of sucks but, again, I feel so good when I get home that it doesn't matter. Lately I just can't make myself get out of the house in the morning to ride. Yesterday I skipped my ride because I had a bad dream and a feeling of dread but usually it's just because I am lazy. I did some really great intervals on Monday afternoon in Flagstaff but so far this week, nothing.
Example: I've really gotten to where I like my swim workouts. Yesterday I did a great hour at race pace but I skipped Tuesday and Wednesday. I might get over to the pool today after work. We'll see.
Tomorrow no ride because Katie is going hiking. I might try to get out and run for an hour before she leaves and then do another hour on the treadmill and then ride on Sunday morning.